Fed up

How do you stop the crazyness of your exs hold will end, not a day goes by she can’t mess with my head

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Music will lift your mood and remember Don’t grow up to quick

never mind what people say think or look at you if you need to be a kid a blast a song thst makes you happy then just do it

Crank it up and enjoy what you can while you can

My your god, what ever his name be with you and if no god well just some Irish luck for you have good day folks

CAN’T KEEP A GOOD DOG DOWN,But they’ll keep trying

After coming to terms with fact iv lost my dream boat to my ex wife’s hatred

but I refused to let this bet me, yesterday I felt as if my world had fallen apart as the ship above is any sailors dream to be sold for 1 pound.

To be honest I couldn’t even speak to my partner as was so afraid I’d be rude to her and she just so sweet, even went and bought me this to chear me up

PLEASE DON’T FREAK THIS IS AN AIR SOF WEAPON NOT AN ILLEGAL FIREARM, AND IN NORTHERN IRELAND WE CAN’T EVEN HAVE A WEAPON THAT LOPL REAL.

BUT little could my sweet love know thst today iv woken with me idea weapon detailing and upgrading

Thank you karen

A

When you realize, you just can’t win against a narssisit ex

Due to my distress I’ll keep it short

It’s only after 2yrs and 7 months iv reallized that even though my wife and I are separated so long it’s took me to realize that the person I loved and had fallen in love with at first sight as a young man, was no longer thst person and has since realization iv moved on has used ever trick in the book to mess with me daily life, and doesn’t even need to try as she’s already fucked my head up.

This week I should have been taking possision of this

but after talking to people who know there’s no point as once I get an assets, something as a normal person iv never had.

BUT THIS WAS THE DREAM I’D HAD SINCE 1ST SET FOOT ON A FISHING VESSEL TO BE AN OWNER.

Thus wasn’t a cash maker to be totally honest, in fact if anything was massive risk, but every fisherman who ever LOVES THE SEA AND HAD IT IN THE BLOOD

A thing which ironical I don’t know there has always been a sailor in the Rooney family since 1600,as told my my grandad as last time saw him he was so proud I had the salt in my blood and guess that another last, as cousin was in navy and was sick as dog ha ha)

But as was saying if you’ve been to sea, first you want to be just full pay, but then want the deck boos place and dream of being the owner sitting at home making twice as much as me and although this is not case in this issue all I wanted was to try get something like this for me to stop the horrors of metal health and boredom and just want a life and this was my dream MFV SUPREME

All wanted to do was restore an old vessel before there all gone and keep myself busy and if made a job out of it well thst get me of disabilities.

BUT NONE OF THIS MATTER IN THE “GAME” PLAYED BY EXS, PITY THEY DON’T THINK OF THE FUTURE AND THE KIDS

Well another 11th night another year of UVF

Well as with ever 11th bonfire to celebrate the orange King Billy win over someone else. Really who cares anymore except all the long arm tattoo chested buckfast drinkers who today will stand as the real orange men do there wee walk, all the time hoping for the chance to kick of, as I sit writing this I’m watching all the armoured car of our local police device pile past my home on way yo the Belfast like seen in Iraq more fire power and just as much armour for Load of druks to watch a load of old people walk, wonder will I get a parade for walking to shop

Can face a gunman, but terrified of official people

Today I’ll have to be around the typical red tape loving gang, there will probably be few fetter ruffled when I get this boat, as its a bit like the TV sctect show, I local shop for local people.

So a new person, worse a person who was from a rival port, not just in fishing but in religion, and thst shit still matters here in Ireland.

Well let’s see how goes hoping I have bit help but I know if I can do shit iv done in past I can do this

Looking down the barrel of a loaded weapon let’s you see world from different perspective, I recommend it lo

Have a good day

And who ever it is my your god go with you

“yes of course I’ll help” real means ahhhh for the love of god go away

Why is it we alway do so much for people we we don’t even like, in my case if I don’t do it we all suffer when the big bad dope fiend comes out in my partners ex.BUT when comes to ourself and those we love we put it off and off. It’s justn a strange thing to notice.Today I go to sing for my boat and let’s hope it goes ad well as I expect